Honesty is my strength but some people may view it as a weakness. Even my horoscope, Libra, notes that I need to let all of my stresses out, shock you or bore you as it may, but that is how I try and cope. These past two years ive discovered something groundbreaking about myself. I DONT CARE. Yep, you heard(read) right. I dont care what people think of me anymore. I need to express myself and not hold back. Im honestIf theres one thing good thats come out of this anxiety struggle, its that realization right there, and most of all,the fact that I am NOT ashamed. Marilyn Monroe once said, If you dont like me at my worst, You sure as hell dont deserve me at my best. Words that I live by every single day. These are the cards I was dealt. Its my life, and im proud of the strength that ive gained. Sometimes things get really hard(like today), when my hands are shaking and my body and mind are racing and wont calm down, and it can be really difficult to endure. But sometimes im also really really happy, like when I come home from work and my beautiful, beautiful daughter RUNS into my arms with a huge smile on her face because she is just so happy to see me. Or when we go to sleep at night and I wake up to find that her face is nuzzled right into mine, and her hands are on my cheeks, despite my monstrous snoring! I believe every single day that we were meant to be. Despite anyones negative generalization of a young, unmarried single mom. I just dont CARE.  I love her more than anything on this planet, or any planet, or universe.